I miss you.
How could things get complicated so easily? One minute we're okay and the next we're fighting again. I miss how we were back then when we just started. You were different to me.I miss...
How you would miss me so easily even though we just parted ways.
When you cared a lot more for me.
When you wouldn't let me go alone for you were afraid something might happen to me.
When you always wanted to be with me.
When I don't have to beg for you to be with me.
When a fight would be on for just minutes.
When we respected each others decisions.
How i could tell you everything without me being scared of you getting mad at me.
How we can communicate easily.
I love you but I don't know if i could still tell you things without you getting mad at me. I am afraid to admit my feelings to you because i know it would cause another fight. This isn't healthy. Believe it or not i miss the time when we were so afraid but we came up with plans that would make everything better. I miss how you were to me during those days. You treated me differently. I felt so special to you during those days.
I may not be perfect but I'm trying everything I can to be able to please you. For you to be able to love me like you did before. I admit there are times when i just wanted to give this up, to be able to break free from this hardship. But every time I try, after a minute or so I come running back to you.
I'm sorry for EVERYTHING. Could we please be what we were before? I miss you.
I love you.
P.S. I want to hug you and tell you I'm sorry but you won't let me.
On Friday, July 2, 2010 at 10:15 PM
hey mister.
Just when i thought everything is okay between us, i do something to eff it up.
Oh mister, please tell me what to do.
Oh mister, please tell me what to do.
at 8:28 PM
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Is there any possibility for my eyes to get smaller? unfortunately there is :)) a combination of not getting enough sleep and crying results to having slits for eyes. haha!
I need rest. badly. :|
I need rest. badly. :|
at 7:33 PM
smile for me honey.
do that and it would make everything okay :)
at 6:27 PM
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I miss you.
hey mister.
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smile for me honey.